Massacre Of An Estranged Heart

Friends’ Conversation: "Tuhina is dead, she is no more" Oh my God, what are you saying, how can it be? What had happened to her? I never knew if she had any kind of illness. "Oh no, no. You are getting it wrong, she didn't die of any illness. She committed suicide. She ended her own life". That is all the more shocking. She didn't seem depressed to me when I had met her last Sunday, that was just four days back. It's only Thursday. We had met at the CityPlaza mall and she was happily shopping for her upcoming cousin's wedding. She had shown me her new Lehenga and had asked me what color of slippers she should buy that would go with the dress. Her boyfriend Vimal, was also with her. She had told me that they were also planning to announce their engagement next month. What went wrong suddenly?

Mother’s Plight: They tell me my daughter has died. Tuhina has committed suicide. How can a mother bear this kind of news, you tell me? What do you expect me to say? My own child is no more and I feel I have been axed with a sharp knife. Why my Lord, why had this happened to me? You could have taken my life instead of my child's. I remember the day you had brought her to my life. She was a beautiful child. She was always full of life. She was an amazing daughter. After her father and I had divorced, she had remained with me. Sandipan was handed over to his father. Tuhina was all I had. Ohhh, Tuhina why did you leave your mother alone? Where have you gone? Oh beloved child, please come back to mamma.

Brother’s Pain: My younger sister is dead. I had found out from a news channel today morning. She was ten years old when we were separated. What went wrong with her that she committed suicide? I am feeling so helpless. What do I do now? Shall I call my mother? But, what would I say? I hadn't spoken to her for last sixteen years. Dad never wanted us to communicate. Shall I inform dad about Tuhina? Why your mere name is ripping my heart apart, my little sister? You were so young to die. I wish I had kept in touch with you. I could have known you as a person. Maybe, I could have stopped you from ending your life this way. Oh Lord, forgive me for not looking after my one and only sister.

Fiancé’s Dilemma: Oh my love, how could you do this? We could have a built a wonderful life together. We were so good together. How could you leave me alone? You could have waited a few days more. Oh sweetheart, we could have discussed the whole thing. What would I do without you, now, my dearest girl? I want to see you smile at me again. I want to hold your hands and feel your warmth. We were about to get married, damn it. Oh Lord! What have you done, Tuhina? You could have taken me with you. I can't live without you.

Tuhina’s Diary: "I am Tuhina, 26 years old, ending my own life today, on 26th June, 2010. I don’t have the strength to go on anymore. I feel as if all the four walls of my bedroom are closing in on me. I had made a life for myself. I am a post graduate. I own a car and an apartment here at the up market locality in the city. I could not understand why did this happen to me? I have all the reports in front of me. How could someone be so cruel? What have I done wrong to deserve this? I am being axed. I can’t bear all the pain that is crippling me. Nobody is listening to me. I have sent so many messages and there have been no replies. They think I have done this deliberately. I swear on God, I have not done this; I had been duped by whom I have loved so much. I had believed so blindly, oh God.

As for Vimal, he is never going to understand. He never listens to me anyways. His mother is right, he would never be happy with me. It would be best if I do not exist in his life. His mother can find a girl worthy of him. I just want to say sorry, Vimal, and remember that I had loved you truly.

Mamma was so proud of me. Maa thinks I am her golden girl. I am no longer a golden girl, mamma. I have failed you. I have lost everything mamma, my life has been ruined. Please forgive me mamma. I had to do this. And one more thing, I still miss you Bhaiyya."

Police Headquarters:  Clueless of what had been the cause for her suicide and investigation is still going on. Anyways, case will be closed after a few days.

Media Files: Hot selling newspaper headline for first two days, afterwards appeared again in second or third page for another one or two day. Then, phew, went into garbage bin. News channels also reported the News same way. Well, what can the media do, we too love peeking into other people’s lives. There is a saying that City people do not take mush interest in chitchatting with their neighbors, but they do love gossips of any kind of anybody.

Mystery Unsolved:  ?????? I know you also are curious about why did she kill herself. Well go ahead, you also speculate and try to figure out reasons. (And do kill the dead once more).